~Metbul~

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Another great day before the last final exam! I went to my friend’s boarding house and we cooked together :-D

We cooked fettucini, fried tofu and tempe, and chicken. LOL the funny thing is we just made experiment for the chicken but it tasted nice! XD
I bought 5 strawberry ice creams and added them to cold chocolate ^^).
Today is the last day of our English course as well before long holiday comes~. Can’t wait for Bali !!! :)
I keep contacting Brad, one of RACI project teams. He’s really nice and he helps us a lot :D

I’m sooo happy that I can hang out with my girls. Been going through very hard times and it makes me feel better being with them. I haven’t spoken to that guy for weeks and I have no idea I do hope he would delete me soon. He’s just confusing me a lot with his sweet words but he ended up giving me uncertain decision about…us. That hurts. Yeah. I know. Loving someone always gives you a hope that the thing would happen, but being loved is nicer…they would give you everything you want. I’m really tired with this situation…I feel like I’m the one who was struggling alone, trying to convince that we could meet up someday but he did NOTHING. It’s like you were in war and no one helped you. I give up in the end. I fulfill what he wants…stay away from him and just be friends. I think my presence gives him unhappy life.
I really can’t understand what’s on his mind. First, he acted like he was falling in love with me and eventually made me feel fooled. He’s nice to everyone and I realize he doesn’t make me feel special anymore. Being nice is okay. It’s nice. But it’s really confusing me whether he flirts or just be nice.

Uhhh I haven’t studied for tomorrow’s exam yet. The lecturer is confusing us! She wants our opinion but when some of them gave their opinions, she gave low scores so we exactly have no idea what she wants.
I’m suddenly thinking of snail mail, too. I have lost many snail mails….seven letters so far. I feel really sorry for those who sent me twice but I never got it…
However, I will definitely go to the post office and complaint it. This is really annoying. I can’t have more pen pals if this such thing happens on and on! :-(
What makes me curious is…why it’s always easy to get the letters from developing countries such as Bangladesh, Kenya, and Malaysia but when it comes to developed countries, I start losing them…

Monday, May 21, 2012

Perhaps the faculty should rearrange the final exams schedule. Oh my gosh, doesn’t it make you lazy when you only have two exams on the first week and you’d have the rest the week after?!
If I was a diligent student, I’d use my free time to study. But it’s just too long to wait til the next exam ! x(
I keep postponing to write letters for my pen pals as well….bleh :-|

I can say I feel kinda annoyed to one of my friends today. We are planing to go to Bali for internship and vacation. I am sooooo excited! Super excited! First, it would be the first time for me going to somewhere out of Java Island by airplane. I never travel to any other islands in Indonesia….that is why -.-
Let’s say this girl’s name is L. She would be one of my partners during our time in Bali. We finally bought the flight ticket today, the price is $60. What makes me annoyed is she keeps saying and begging me to be good in Bali….means, if I want to get drunk, I should know how it feels to bring your friend out of the bar when they’re drunk. For short, she wants me to behave and don’t be wild.
Man…..I know I’m super excited, but that doesn’t mean I will do something stupid! Come on! The entry ticket to the club is damn expensive, the drinks, and so many perverts of course. I’m not stupid, I wouldn’t spend my money to just get in the club alone and get a drink. I know it’s dangerous especially for a girl.
I just wanna see the night life in the streets and in front of the bars and clubs. THAT’S IT. I’m kinda…touched maybe? because she’s actually worried about me since we traveled together to Yogyakarta once. I got high fever at that time and she took care of me, perhaps she’s just afraid it would happen again -___-
She also said something that kinda offended me.

The other problem is…I and other partner, H, deal to change our plan. We are not going home by crossing the strait to East Java and then get home by train. It would cost us so much money…Better spend more time in Bali. Though I’ve never been to Bali before and neither has she. The annoying thing, she makes the schedule as if she’s been there before and she says it’s enough to see around Bali only for 2 days????!!!! Kill me. Please.

Saturday, May 9, 2012

I’m having final exams for two weeks but the last two exams for the 1st week were really crap for IR students. However, I feel this time is much much better than the mid exams. I’ve been going through very rough times…and finally I just need to finish these final exams and then go somewhere with some friends!!

Aha, just wanted to tell I had fun with my 2 girls on weekend, Tiara and Cecilia :-D
They are members of Smashy Girls! XD
I guess what normally girls do are shopping, sightseeing, and hanging out while gossiping :P
Well, since I just got some money from dad, I think it’s important to change my wallet!! You should see the old one. It’s like this:

I’d been using this wallet since I was in junior school !! My girls always urged me to change it very soon. It looks inappropriate XD

This is my new wallet, the price is $3,3 ! Not bad, I like the color and design, it’s very simple :-)

The other stuffs I bought are pair of sandals, sweater, and my favorite comic Benny and Mice! :-D

This comic includes a poster, now my bed room has a new comer~

Maybe this story sounds unimportant O_O
Well…it’s just my diary… I really had fun with girls and it made me happy even though just did girly stuffs…Sometimes I need someone special to talk to but I have no one for now.